A boring afternoon. When did I last have sex? I had run out of ways to satisfy my desires other than self-pity. I was 34 years old, a housewife. It was when I was about to give up being held by a man that someone taught me about a female-oriented escort site. "Is this your first time using us?" "Yes." "Do you have any preference for the appearance of the men?" My heart pounding, I replied, "If possible, please send me someone handsome." In the hotel room designated by the website, I waited anxiously for the intercom to ring at the promised time.